So I've finally turned 16, it's not like I was looking forward to it. To tell you the truth, I would've given just about anything to hold it off a bit longer. I can't drive yet because I waited too long to sign up for drivers ed, but that really doesn't bother me at all. I have one more year to not get into a car accident. I didn't have a big "Sweet 16" party. My parents asked me if I wanted one, but I just didn't feel up to making such a big fuss over it. This summer, I also tried getting a job at Dino's. I really didn't want to work there but I figured that it is close to home and that it might give me something to do...(that involves thinking). I really didn't care for the boss at all, he treated me like dirt, I leave it up to you to imagine how the interview went. I have been thinking alot this summer, I have the time. And part of what I was thinking about was that aside from a handful of some very nice kids (ampie is one of the handful), the other kids in school have no idea of who I am, none at all. Most of them know me as the "weird mute girl", or the "Kid that never talks". So I've decided ( seeing I'm stuck there anyway) that I should start talking to different kinds of people. I will treat them as I treat my friends, I will not act any differently than I am just to impress anyone, or try to "fit in" with a particular crowd. And if I do everything that I had set out to do, and somebody judges me the wrong way and doesn't care for me very much.......That's THEIR Problem. So to put this all into basic terms...I will try talking more this year. Over the summer, I have also been experimenting with oil pastels on small sized canvases. Just sketching out ideas, just to basically get the feel for using them. I have been doing the same with water color paints. I really don't care if my pictures don't come out looking what some call "good". All I do is think up a combination of colors, outlines, and details in my head, and then to the best of my ability, transfer these thoughts onto the canvas. This paragraph is only a portion of my summer so far. I will attempt to tell the rest another time (like anyone is reading this long & boring paragraph), but now I must rest for my head is tired. I cannot write about tomorrow until it is yesterday.........Bye!
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i read the long and NOT boring paragraph! yea its good that ur gonna try 2 talk more tho-just don't end up like me where u talk 2 much and end up making a complete idiot out of urlsef cuz u mess up a sentence and then u forget wut u've said and people get confused *smiles sheepishly* anyway me and a couple of other friends (that i kno that u kno but idk if they want me 2 say their names...) ermm 1 name begins w/ f and 1 begins w/ b....might take driver's ed in a class thats nov-dec...not really cuz i wanna drive, but i wanna get this stuff done so maybe i can get a job and make sum $$, oh by the way dee (idk if u kno her but u might've had a class w/ her),is workin at dinos and she says its a pretty good job, she just doesn't like waking up so early... oh anyway i'll ttyl (lol u might not wanna read my big boring paragraph-cuz mine is actually pretty boring) oh and ur right, its not so great being 16, its no different than being 15, in fact its kinda stupid how people have sweet 16's, its like sum dude just randomly picked an age that sounded good and decided all teenagers must have a party when they turn this age, if u ask me they should b celebrating when they're 80 cuz that means they r still LIVING. oh geez the paragraph got longer...ttyl!!!!!! (school starts soon, i wonder if we'll be in any of the same classes...? r u taking any honors? hmm maybe gym or health-yea that would b fun-i was all alone in health this yr...)
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